We're all human. We fuck, we fuck up. Sometimes we fail, sometimes we don't. Life is about chances, so don't be afraid to take them. No matter what road you take, you'll always end up in the same place. So do whatever makes you happy. Do you think it really matters?
Taken in context it’s not a bad thing. But when you start to pick it apart it gets so depressing, it’s that sort of thing that makes you think too much; It’s that sort of thing that makes you lose your objectivity.
So, if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there. If you ever feel loved or needed, remember that you’re one of the lucky ones. And if it’s over, just remember what I told you; It was bound to happen so, just keep moving on, there’s no perfect endings.
You peel back the layers, and get down to the inside. But sometimes you lose sight of what it was you were trying to find, and it’s that sort of thing that makes you think too much. It’s that sort of thing that makes you lose your objectivity.
I’ll try to vent some of my frustrations out on here because right now it feels like it’s all I can do. When your parents fight over things that cannot be controlled, and your friends have disappeared off the face of the planet just when you need them; what else is there to do? I’ll tell you, you just get on with it. That’s all you can do. You smile, and pretend that everything is fine, that everything is not just falling apart. It’s called growing up. One day you wake up and you realise that no one is as happy as they make out, but they go about life like they’re the happiest person in the world.
My parents are more proud at the fact i’m beginning to dress more like an actual girl than anything else i’ve ever done. I guess this is the point that you realise you’ve never done anything other than actually existing. But then, who knows if I actually exist? Oh, don’t get me started on this.
"Short and full of attitude."
"Shut up and kiss me like the antidote’s under my tongue."
Looking around at the world, you can’t help but think how intelligent human beings are. Infrastructure, society, everything. It’s all so complicated, in depth, and intricate. The human mind is a wonder, and it never fails to astound me. And then in one fell swoop, you realise that there are some things that make human beings so utterly stupid. How can these great minds that learn things so easily, be capable of such stupidity? How can human minds think up such complicated, intricate things, and still succumb to such things as ignorance, homophobia and naivety? Sometimes we fail at the simplest things, because we focus too hard on the complicated things. Lesson to be learned.